Mandy

I doubt

2011-05-25T18:35:00.002+08:00

Hey bitch! Can you please shut up?
stop creating issues in front of us!
I know you love your BF so much, then just dont drag us on your thing
You dont like my friend is your dai ji, away from us la
Why you want to persue us to agree your view?
You happy now?
I everyday argue with my boyfriend and all is because of you.
Happy and satisfy now?
Yes, I hate you. Hate you VERY much
Hate you until I dont want to talk with you.
Stop challenge my patient or I will just shout at you!

Be Stronger

2011-05-19T18:21:00.001+08:00

Yes, my wishes for 2011
Earn 3K per month
Wear branded shirt
Eat buffet everyday
Slim down
Travel to Taiwan - This is the must
2012 ?
Buy a car :)

LEAVE ME OUT

2011-04-28T12:08:00.001+08:00

LEAVE ME OUT from these issue pls
What is the point to choose?
Why I have to choose?
Did I ask you all to choose either me or Dai Ruo Zhen
when there is something happened before?

laugh

2011-04-27T09:28:00.002+08:00

First part : S
When I heard the words "True friend"
Saying from your mouth
I just feel like laughing
True Friends, I have it before
But end up they are just nothing
What you try to help them
Care about them
But they just take it as granted
They never even give you a chance to explain it
Well, nevermind
I am strong enough to get through it
I am 21 now, I have my thinking
Believe it or not
I really never side on anyone
I am always be the middle
I am really worry about you
When I take you as friend
I will do anything for you
I know the meaning of sister
Sister means no matter what has happened
Wrong or right, you will Still support them
I understand your friendship with "HER" is just so deep
That's why I am trying to help you .
Help both of you back to your sister's friendship
But this is only my one side thinking,
My stupid thinking.
If there is a second chance for me,
I will still choose to be this way
I dont mind you to treat me as a stranger
I thought this is the best way for you
However, it seems like I am wrong

Second part: J
Sisters,
When You are my sister,
It means I take you as the most important friends in my life
Cant say to be friends cause it is always more important than that
It does not mean we have to everyday stick together or what
Sister , means when the other one is sad
You will understand.
You no need to say anything but just beside her
Listen to her.
Share everything with her
I doesnt mean to blame you
I understand you dont like "HER"
She has not grabbed me from you
We have the right to know friends
When we have a same working
We will have the same topic
This is the reason I am always with her
Why?
We have supper together
I cant call you from your place
Just to come here for supper
Would you come?
You feel like i dont need you?
No! I need you.
You have accompany me for 3 years
From the start of my poly
Definitely I need you
Mayb I am really not good in expressing
But I can say I care you
Just Like I care Stephanie too.....

Third part : S T
Well, you will become so strange to me
I can understand it
Cause I hurt you once before
I know your attitude
Once you get hurt
You will nvr believe her again
I have nothing to say

Confused

2011-04-19T17:00:00.002+08:00

I am seriously damn confused with my job

My life and my future.

What am I going to do?

I hate my current job now,

well, a programmer with a high pay salary

but i am not happy with it

why? I dint know how to do it

I have no idea about it

everytime when i think about it my head will

just spin and pain

ytd i was sick but today I am not

I purposely to stay at home

thinking about what to do nxt

Either I am the one who end these or

I am the one who will be kicked out by my employees

OMFG... WHAT SHOULD I DO

I just hope someone can give me the suggestion........

FUCK

What is going on

2011-03-16T00:49:00.002+08:00

What is going on recently?
Everything seems walking to the negative direction
Haiz... I miss that moment we went out
Laugh, Shopping, chit chat , sing and etc
I have no right to say anything cause I am not one of them
Sigh...
I just hope everyone can be happy
2012 is coming
Do you all believe the prediction?
If it is true, what will you do?
Haha... lets think about that :)

Sushi the poor dog

2011-01-27T02:51:00.005+08:00

Sushi, the abused dog.
I believe you all must be familiar with this name.
Roughly explain, Sushi, a toy poodle which has been abused by
a couple which name Doreen Loo and Alan Tan (Champ Alan) .
What they did?
The guy (Alan) keep asking the dog to stand and
he scolded the dog, punch him, slap him , kick him and
EVEN MORE WORST
He Threw the dog to the wall.
WHY?
Because the dog nvr follow his instruction to stand there.
HELLO ALAN TAN!!!! He is a DOG. A DOG!!! NOT HUMAN.
He dont know how to speak!
He can't walk like a human!
But he can think!
He knew what is PAIN
He has the feeling!
IMAGINE YOU WERE THE DOG,
WHAT DO YOU FEEL?
I was so shocked to see the video
My heart is bleeding when I saw the scene you abused him.
Animal is a life too. They should be respect.
And the DOREEN LOO
Maybe you will say that you are innocent
I saw you wrote on your facebook,
saying that you are so sorry about that
But this sentence is USELES
IT ALREADY HAPPENED
Why dont you stop him from the beginning
You are the dog's owner!
You have the responsibility to take care of him
You still care about your clothes when your dog was being
ABUSED by your "DEAR"
ARE you OKAY????
With such attitude you still dare to say you love your dog?
YOU ARE A MOTHER.
You should know what is the feeling when your son was being abused
Generally you will stop him,
You will save him because you love him
BUT YOU DIDNT!
You record the whole scene
This condition is just like your bf go to kill someone
AND YOU help him .
YOU nvr kill the person but you help him
you encourage him
IF saying that you can't stop him from doing so
Why not you just shout or argue with him?
If he scold you also, make a police report.
I believe you must know the way to stop him
BUt just you never do so.

I am really freaking angry
BUT at the same time
I am so worry about the dog
Everyday, every minutes
When I was using my laptop
I just cant stop myself to search for any latest news about SUSHI
I worry Sushi
I hope he is still alive
I hope to love and take care SUSHI
I am lazy to scold you two, I just want to
MAKE SURE SUSHI is STILL ALIVE.

Do you know how cute is your dog?

Saw his tiring face?
Cant you see his frightened face?

Truth

2010-08-03T23:14:00.008+08:00

Everyone asks me:
"Why cant u forgive Dai Ruo Zhen?
She is really very pity
When I see she cry I feel she is so helpless..
Mandy can u forgive her?"
Well, i will let u all judge :
1. WSD project, Su Jun drew the diagram out
and she changed it
She sent her in last minute and
her diagram is really WAO..
So , as usual, Su Jun redraw again.
She has to burn the midnight oil and finished it. It was 2.00pm that night.
2. WSM, Shi Ting used about half day to finished drawing the diagram .
One sentence :"
The diagram is initialised drew by her,
she wants to present it."
Her drawing, I think u all should know
you dont even know what she drew.
If you compare the complete drawing on pp slide with her paper,
you wont know they are the same diagram.
3. NVST . I know she is weak on this presentation.
So i just want to help her during the presentation.
End with the teacher said we are just copy blindly
as we dont even know what are we doing due to her
PREASENTATION to teacher.
Teacher refused to mark my paper also.
End with I have to demo the thing by using two laptop.
I am the server side and also the client side
If i dont help her?
SHE will CRY again.
4. My Laptop is now hang like shit. Cuase it has infected virus.
From who? The possibilities only 2.
1. Dai Ruo Zhen
2. My fyp teacher, Wong Chee Yong
My fyp teacher has a lot high tech firewalls and antivirus.
Who is the one gave me virus???
I have no comment as she insisted saying that her laptop is clean.
My laptop now cant even open. Once open
It will stuck on it. Well Done.
5. FYP, well just dont say about the backup things.
She said we have not successfull in completing the map thing.
Well, take this as she is right as
I really dont want to argue with her ANYMORE.
Finally almost finished up the thing.
Teacher asked me to go home figure out the following thing
and asked me dont let her touched as the program will gone again.
What she did? She insisted want to do
BUT the whole night she keep on sleeping and then do.
SLEEP MORE THAN DO.
Witnesses : JOEL LIM and SHI TING's Mother.
So , what i did the whole night?
Recover back of what she modify in the program.
6 am before i Sleep,
I found a method to add in the things
means i just left the update part only.
I am so happy. I just headed to sleep.
I asked for the bed and she said
she wants to sleep too and she just grabbed my bed.
What can I say?
End with I sleep on the sofa as Shi Ting's father awoke.
Sleep until 11 I woke up.
She is gone , heading to work.
I see my project again.
Wao, the things gone again.
AGAIN, I use half day to figure out what she had modify.
Till 4 o'clock I finish recovered it.
And the turn to find the solution for update method,
report thing and the data to submit. 6 pm.
She reached Shi ting's house .
I was so angry with her but I still nvr scold her.
I continue with my work and she still come and disturb me ,
keep asking me to let her scan.
I say let me complete my work first.
After that only Scan but she said:
"不可以不可以，我要先scan !!!!"
Well, let her be and I continue my thing till 10 pm.
AFTER I submit my thing,
she said Mandy you said then work already completed
but actually is not.
You see the data out should be arriving time but not name.
Well done. AGAIN. Last Minute give me stunt!
Do you all think I can edit it within 2 hours time??
She sat there from 6 pm till 10.30 pm
she nvr say a tinge of word.
She still insists she is right.
She scold me for not msg or call her for what she has editing.
But before that she said she cannot listen phone or msg
cause she is WORKING!!!!
I asked her:"From Shi ting house to the lift
and from there to the bus stop,
you dont even have time to msg me what u did ?".
She then said I treat her as a MAID!!!!
I have a lot things nvr tell her as the deadline should be 31st of July
but not 30th of JULY.
Then I I asked her again.
"So ytd midnight after 12am, is it still 30th JULY?
If saying that the deadline not 31st,
do u think u can still need to do the project?"
She just shout at me and said:
"This project actually cannot be completed if teacher nvr help us. "

Teacher NEVER help us???
Teacher already HELP US A LOT.
From the map to the list View, all is helped by teacher.
She still dare to CRY at you all.
The one should cry is ME.
The whole week I never sleep more than 3 hours.
Only the day i complete the thing
only dare to sleep from 6 to 12.
Well, you all asked me why I am so bad,
Why I cant forgive her. If you were me.
COULD YOU forgive her?
SHE SAID THE PROJECT CAN BE RESUBMIT?

The answer is NO.

Mistakes

2010-07-01T22:18:00.002+08:00

We will encounter a lot frustation in our life
We are trying to handle it
Settle it by minimizing the hurt
We are trying to comfort ourself with a lot excuses
Curiosity killed the cats
Maybe we should be blurred a bit in our life
I can forgive u once cause this is your first time
I am very cherish by what u gave to me
But I wont let u hurt me twice
You promised you wont do the same thing again
I hope you can really do that
Cause I dont want to cry anymore
It is really tired.

hihi

2010-06-26T00:02:00.002+08:00

My blog is dead.
Ya I knew!!
I am too busy on watching my drama
Till I have no time to blog
But now I am waiting
for the last episode...
《谈情说案》
I love this drama...
Raymond raymond raymond
Muacks....
haha...
Well, is time for me to express my feeling
When you are single ,
You hope to get in a relationship
When u get in a relationship,
You will not only share the happiness but the bittest part with him
Jealous, Arguement , happiness full filled our life
but no matter which part we go through
You must know I am the one who 受软不受硬...

thanks

2010-05-09T23:40:00.002+08:00

You told me that u want to stop smoking from now
I thought he is just joking with me as usual..
But suddenly he took out his cigarette
Silent a while
And threw the cigarette
The cigarette packet still left half of it
And he just threw it
And said, I will not buy any new cigarette from now
I was like OMG
I dont know what to say.
I nvr expect he will do this
So touching......

birthday part III

2010-05-04T16:19:00.004+08:00

02/05
My birthday day now..
But I am too tired
I woke up at 4 pm..
Haha... yes, I am so pig
But no choice.
What should I do?
Actually I hope to stay at home that day
So I decided to cook dinner
And celebrate with my housemates that day
See , I can cook hor...
Joel Lim, dont laugh me liao hor..

Nice????

And suddenly my housemate took out this

Cake AGAIN!!!

But this cake is special

Cause is drew by them...

And it is really delicious...

haha...

Although this celebration is simple

But is also nice

I love my housemates so much... Muacks

Birthday Part II

2010-05-04T16:06:00.011+08:00

01/05
Haha.. Second part for my celebration...
Awake from drunk in ice bar
Omg, really very uncomfortable
Feel like vomitting
But I have promised my dear to go out with him
Well, Have to awake myself
At this moment,
My dear is so caring
He make a cup of tea to me
Just because He knew I will be not comfortable
After drinking
So caring....
Our next stop???
EAT !!! HANABI

Yes, these are the only foods photos I have captured

Because I am too hungry

I just snaped a few pics only

And start to eat NOW !!!

After eat, my dear brought me to shopping

He said, today you can buy whatever you want

And they are all free!!!!

Shopping!!! YEAH !!! But

I have no mood shopping

OMG, so waste lol me !!!!

I feel like buying the channel chance perfume

But the sales person say no more stock!!!

Irritating!!!!

But nvrmind

My dear then brought me to watch movie

IP Man II

I can tell you guys,

This is really a nice show ,

Funny lol

haha... laugh very loud in the cinema..

Made myself so paiseh...

Then go meet Sabrina they all

haha... meet cute Sabrina

Having desserts with them

And they suddenly bring out a cake!!!

Haha... Although is expected

But I still Thanks my dear

Thank you.. ^^
Here is our photo

And my dear has bought me a ring...

Haha... couple ring....

Thanks dear for pampering me so so much...

Hehe ^^

My birthday part1

2010-05-04T12:01:00.011+08:00

I have past my 20th birthday

I already 20 !!!

Cant believe !!!!

But this year is the best celebration I past before..

30/04

First time celebration

I went out with my poly friends

They all said no one will celebrate with me

Su Jun have to go what hdb appointment

Shi Ting have to go dating
Lee Ling, Shu Jia, Ruo Zhen have to go WORK
Only Allan Teh, Tan Jian Hui And Me FREE

Wa lao... WIN !!!

So, what can I do?

Friday that day sleep till 11

Go meet my darling lee ling,

Take my report

Meet allan they all at marina square

BUT I SAW THEM

ALL IN LONG JOHN EXCEPT STEPH AND JUN

A bit disappointed but still happy to see them

They then passed me a huge box with my names there.

And this too.... haha So cute..

Love this so much...

The box is made by Allan Teh and

The card is drew by Channel Shu leh..

So touching @@

As they said there is a BIG SURPRISE hide

in this box

So they not allow me to open

I am so so so curious but still

have to follow the instruction

And next round, KBOX

Another surprise..

SU JUN APPEARED with a cake on her hand

OMG.... LOVE HER SO MUCH

Nice right?

Haha... And then we go to the MAIN PArt

FISH & CO

The most embarased thing I HAVE DONE

Now only I know what will a birthday girl do in fish & co

I have to sit on a chair and listen to the waiters

Singing the songs

BUt this is just only a piece of cake

Why?

Lets see what I get for the red box!

Look at my face!

I am so shocked !!

They told me to wear these !

I have to wear these to sit on the chair !!!!

OMG !!!! Cant believe I will be this in one day

This is just the appetizer

Cause Later I have to wear these and walked in the shopping center !!!

But I insisted dont wear the hair

But still paiseh enough!!!

OMG
And this is my cake

Group Photo:

And the real present I get from them is

DKNY perfume..

haha... I like it !!!

Fucking

2010-04-26T13:48:00.002+08:00

Fucking fucking fucking
My mind is now only full of this word
I dont know why I will have this reaction
I just feeling unhappy
Feeling not comfortable with that
I hate to be called for this
Just like to anyhow shoot
Anyhow say
Anyhow act
Anyhow Do
Well, it mayb
A joke
But u Dont know
YOU HAVE HURT ME
The words made me feel very
inconfidence to myself
Make me feel that I am ugly, fatty
make me hate myself
I am not angry with you
But I just feeling very unhappy
I dont know how to say
Just want to calm myself down
Felling want to lock myself UP
ARGHHHHHHHHHHh
FUcking idiotic anyhow stupid MANDY

Yes

2010-04-17T10:31:00.003+08:00

Yes, I have already long long time nvr blog.
Finally today is my last day of attachment
Suddenly feel like missing my school life
I have soft rebond my hair
And all my friends are telling me the same fact
You look nicer in straight hair
Well, no comment with that
Hmm, actually feeling like fate is playing trick on us
We may be very sad in this moment
But next moment they will give you some things
to cheer you up
Relationship
I have end my relationship with a taiwan guy in february
But I have started my new relationship in the end of March.
Am I flirt? I dont know
It's really pain for me to break with the taiwan guy
But now I feel glad to break with him cause
I met my bf
He is so care on me.
He knew I hate people to lost
He will always tell me all his things
He will always ask me for my will
Take care of me
Trust me a lot
He will wait me back from Malaysia
Accompany me for breakfast early in the morning
He has a good temper that always melt my heart
He will just tolerate me when I am angry with him .
I treat him cool from the beginning but he still continue to melt my heart with his sincere...
He is really a nice guy .

BLOG

2010-04-07T23:01:00.001+08:00

I have long time never blogging !!!
Well, I am back....
ITP is going to end !!!
WOW.... finally can get back to school life
I so miss it.........
No need to wake up at 8am
And reach home at 7.11pm
FINALLY.....
I have a nice environment for my ITP company
My collegues all are nice and FUN
Especially my manager, Melvin
He is really a nice guy
Although he always threatened me:
I havent sign for the log book hor...
But I know he is kind.....
I am allowed to facebook
Msn and do internet stuff
But i also have to pay for it
I have to do all the headache programming
Well, come to end...
I hope I can get the pay that they agreed to pay me
Aiyo.... I dont like the calculation they calculated la
I just want to get 900sgd for my whole attachment
I dont care how you calculate la... pls
P/s : I am happy with my life now..........

ITP

2010-03-11T12:36:00.002+08:00

Having My ITP now,
I am working as a so-call prorammmers in the office
Haha, enjoying the life of being an OL
I know if i keep on everyday having numerous fast food in office
My weight will increase at least 10 kg bah
OH NO...
I dont want!
Well, java programming hor
Really a fun subject,
You will get very angry when u cant access it
In the other hand u will feel very happy if u have successed
So contradiction ^^
A working life can be said as No life.
Why cause everyday 7.30 am wake up,
9.30am work till 6.00pm
After having dinner is 8.30 pm
Then after u bath , u launch in facebook
It will approximately spend u almost 2-3 hours
then enjoy drama...
Wao, then the time is already going to be 1 o'clock....
Time pass so fast
Day pass so fast
Now already 4th day for itp attachment...
No wonder people say,
time pass fast if you are working
Imagine last time vacation
Really feel like time pass so slow....
Haha...

p/s :
When he loves u, he loves u all
When he dont love you,
He will ask you to leave him
At this moment u have to ask yourself
Do you still love him?
Or just because of the funny dignity?
If you are still in love with him
You will hope that he can get his happiness
So in this means, you have to let him go
I love you
Till now I still love you
Really very very love you
Although you are not handsome
Although you are not the one who treat me the best
Although you always made me cry
But at the same time
You made me smile
You gave a good memory to me
It is so impossible but is so real
Everything I have go through with you
It's still so fresh in my mind.
But this is the last time I said
I love you 程
From now, I will let you go to
Find your own happiness
I wish you can be happy everyday^^

Hello

2010-03-01T18:50:00.002+08:00

I have closed my blog for 2 weeks..
Cause I hope I can back to my blog with a happy mood
It's really happen a lot within this 2 weeks
But all already Over
I should cherish my life now
Single but not bored life
I have a lot friends
I have people who care about me
I can do what I want without asking any permission
Anyway, You have taught me a lot
I will put you in a box
And burried you in my heart.
Well, exam is going to over..
YESSSSSSSSSSSSS
I want to go Kbox
I want to Have a good meal
I want MONEY

It is his lost without you

2010-02-23T18:37:00.002+08:00

Already one week for me to close my blog
I hope I can open my blog with a happy mood,
writing all the happy story but not all mooded story
He blocked all my friends,
Is this means he really wants to break with me this time
No any connection
One answer also not willing to give me!
So irresponsible
I tried to find him so many excuse
But all destroy by his act
Already one week break with him
I still very miss him
Within this week, I think a lot
Mayb from the start, We are already having a wrong decision
No matter how hard I tried
It's still the same
Our fate is given in a sudden
It is a really very wonderful memory for me
First time to change my own character
First time to sacrifice so much for someone
First time I willing to say I love you
First time I miss someone
I have too many first time on him
As saying goes, the most wonderful thing
is the thing you cant get it
Because of this
you will always think of it
But dream is still the dream
You still have to awake from it
It is just a past
At least I have done all my part
And I have done nothing wrong
Let me keep him in the deep side of my heart
Mandy, be stronger.
You can do it
It is his lost without you.

2010-02-20T17:55:00.002+08:00

Everbody asking me:"Are you ok now?"
Penny even told me, mandy, u can do it
But just u need some time.
I am doing now
When i am busy,
I can forget him
but when I am free, like now
I will miss him
Think of him
Dont feel like crying anymore
but I really very miss him
I know I should not be that
Cause not worth
but I really miss him,
Yesterday, i ate ripple flavour ice-cream
Memories flashed in my mind
He loves to eat ripple flavour ice-cream
Dont know why, every bite i taste
it is so bitter for me
I really very very miss him
yesterday whole night dream of him
I miss him, miss him......

Frequently

2010-02-16T13:08:00.003+08:00

Wao, I am so frequent to update my blog now
Well, to all those annoying spammers
If you are not interested to study my feeling
Please dont see if not
Later you will spam my chatbox
And it is really irritating!!!
Having my CNY in my hometown
I have passed a very very unforgettable valentine day
I break with him!!!!!
Well what he did?
Nothing, he said nothing
Sounds like a mute
And I am just like a fool girl
Keep on trying to talk to him
But he still showed no response
I am so confused
Am i wrong in the past?
He is not the one i know?
In my heart, he is a very good guy
he is gentle,kind , cute and responsible guy?
But now?
I dont know, he is really strange to me now
All promise we made before broke
I hate him but in the other way I miss him
I hope this is just a dream for me
But it is not! It is real
I am really tired in relationship
I have no any demand on him
I just hope he can tell me the reason
WHAT HAPPEN?
Why u suddenly so strange on me?
WHY?
I asked myself thousand times
I get no reason!
NO REASON

Announcement

2010-02-13T14:43:00.003+08:00

Well, I am here to say,
I am back to single.
What a great decision
I hate coward
Hate guys to be coward
Just know how to flinch from all responsibilities
Why u all like to lie on me?
Am I too kind?
Why you betray me again and again
I love you but it doesnt mean that
I allow you to play me again and again
If I were not important in your heart
Just let me know
And let me go
Dont make me feel like I am a foolish girl
I will not die without you
I still can alive
Also, have a better life start from now

从来

2010-02-12T11:37:00.000+08:00

你从来没有为我着想

Happy

2010-02-01T11:08:00.003+08:00

Hehe..... Yesterday is our 90 days...
Happy....
Bao Bei, I love you forever....
hehe...
I will always tolerate with you
Awaiting to see you soon....
Muacks ^^

Congratulations

2010-01-30T23:34:00.002+08:00

Firstly, congratulations to
Dai Ruo Zhen & Allan Teh
They have married...
Clap for them......
Hope them happy forever.....
They will be having their honeymoon
in such places as in they said these places are
Exciting and interesting
First, they will be going to Africa
Second they will go Bangladesh
Thirdly they will go Philipina...
What a sweet honeymoon..

Happy

2010-01-24T02:31:00.003+08:00

First, to those spammers
PLS LEAVE YOUR REAL NAME
Instead of leaving those stupid name
And I dont care What YOU said!
Well, recently always ''suan'' by my classmates
All thanks to Allan Teh Wei Lun!!!!
Feels like want to spin him!!!!
Anyway, we are all still happy
I love my classmates .... Muacks
Ruo Zhen had passed her 21st birthday
Due to her stimulus, I had bought her 21 banana
You knew what she did?
She msn me on 19th morning 12.00am for:
"Where is my 21 banana?"
This kind of people, can i dont buy her the banana
I have walked all the street in market
Just to buy her the banana
I have counted each bunch banana just to find one with 21
FINALLY
I got it!
Great!!!!
We kept on played her as in giving her chopping board
Banana for her present
But when we took out the present, her white gold key necklace
She is so touching and this bring the result in She cried
Haha... It is so awesome...
Haiz... they are all discussing what to do on my birthday
OMG! So scaring and worried
I told Chen that i was worrying on my birthday as in
I am a good birthday planner
You knew what he said?
He said he wanted me to eat pasta by using my nose!!!!
Slap him ar really... play with them ...

Bad luck

2010-01-09T12:43:00.003+08:00

I am really damn 'sui' in this week!
Go Johor with Ruo Zhen and Su Jun
Just with my kinded heart,
Helped Ruo Zhen to report the lost of STUDENT PASS
You KNOW what the stupid idiot Malaysia polis did?
HE SAID I AM SUSPECTED IN SMUGGLING A CHINA GIRL TO MALAYSIA
HE WANT TO ARREST ME!
Did i look like will do this stupid things !
Also, the polis dont want to listen to my explain
He insisted want to bring me to polis station!
BAI CHI!!!!!!
Second, went to eat sakae sushi with Allan they all
End with I fell down and lying on the floor !!!
It is PAIN ! OUCH!
Black staircase! I hate this !!
Yesterday because of the staircase!!!
I pour 5 glasses of hot water to myself!!!!!!

heart

2009-12-23T22:47:00.004+08:00

In a familiar but strange place,
Talking with the strange person
smiling with the familiar person
But they are all so strange to me....
Feel so alone here.......
seems like being abandoned
Think separate is the best way to us
Maybe I am fated to be away from you all
I thought you will be the one ho understands me WELL
haha, but it is wrong..
Cause you never try to understand me
Just keep on using money on me
Money money money....

say welcome to mandy

2009-12-12T22:19:00.000+08:00

Mandy has a new life now...
Yes, Mandy is alive....
Hello....

moody

2009-12-07T16:46:00.002+08:00

I am moody now....
Dont know why,
no matter how i pretend
how to cheer myself up
I am still thinking of his words said yesterday
What can I do?
Why he dont know how to cherish me?
Monday again
Supposed I will be very happy on monday
because normally I will be very happy during weekend
Because I can chat with him
But today,
I feel like very moody
Argh!!!!!!
I dont want to be that.......

my heart

2009-12-07T02:11:00.003+08:00

I am really stupid !
I am not going to deny that
I admit it
Yes, I am stupid
I dont know what is my position in his heart
A soul mate? A partner? Or even more worst
Just a friend that can listen to his worries
I dont know what to say
I can feel his helpless,
I can understand his feeling
I should be happy that he told me these
but at the same time
I feel very sad
because this proved to me that
My prediction before is going to be soon
Why he never try to understand me?
Dont he feels that I am helpless also?
Dont he feels that I need him also?
Dont he know that I am sick?
Why he never ask me for my condition before?
Why I have to understand him, know him, encourage him
Why? I ak myself thousands times before
And the silly thing is
I get the answer since I have decided to wait for him
I care him more ~~~~
This is the final answer
I lose to myself but not anyone !
Love does not have right or wrong
You cant calculate it
Because it is not a math,
You cant get back how much that you pay!
YA, I knew It!
Maybe I should realise my position,
I am just his friend or more to be
His ex girlfriend
My mind told me to stop it before it really happens
But my heart told me to continue as he needs me now
Contradiction is full-filled in my heart
I cant stop myself
First time I am out of my rational
First time I cant control my thinking
First time I cant control my heart
Both of us know our positions well
Know our contradiction
Seems like he is more succeed than me
Cause he still can control himself
or maybe he just take me as a soul mate
that can accompany him when he is depressed
Argh !!!!!! I knew this
But Why I Still Follow Him????
MANDY ! What are you doing?????
Anyone tell me what to do ?
WHAT to do ?????????

Adhere

2009-12-06T00:07:00.003+08:00

Adhere to bring you success..
Yup ! I like this .....
Today only I know I really know him too little
I am really too childish for my past..
Really feel sorry to him for my immature
Let him bear my bad temper
Let him bear my excessive demand
really sorry to him
I promise I will start to acquaintance you
Thanks to let me comprehend you today
I will cherish it and keep it in into my heart...
Well, finally I finished up all the math tutorial and past year paper
Woots!!!
Claps for Mandy......

mandy

2009-12-04T21:08:00.002+08:00

Study back all the chat history
Only I know how deep is he in my heart
The tiredness in my heart almost
brings me the result to give up him
but the memory in my mind keep on reflashing
I think i should follow my instinct...

mandy

2009-12-03T21:15:00.004+08:00

I understand all the reasons.
Understand he is busy all the time
But I found that
I am a bit tired now
Disappointed feeling is full filled in my heart
Should I continue?
I found that I am going to lost myself
But I knew that my thinking now is immature
he is working now , not schooling anymore
I understand and know these all,
but I still feel quite disappointed with him
Argh !!! I am so confused with myself ...

omg

2009-12-02T13:30:00.002+08:00

I am in my gem class now !!!
I am really so so frustrated to my lecture
He is really an irritating teacher
I really hate my gem module
He is saying about the bank now
Dbs , Ocbc, blah blah blah
What the hell is that
Tell us about the hong kong share is drop
then then then???
So?
It is none of our business !!!!
Grrr.
Enough with you !!!!
Feels like wanna to tear off your skin
AND
Mute you !!!!!!

sweet sweet

2009-11-30T15:57:00.001+08:00

Sweet sweet day today...
Haha...
Meet my dear dear Penny
And then go out with her....
I have long time never be so happy before
Thanks Penny for coming to Singapore..
We chat tonight again ar.... haha

28/11/09

2009-11-28T22:34:00.004+08:00

10.30pm already.... Why he still havent online
Huh.... wait him for the whole day already
Where is he now????
Well, today lost my voice..
Nvr eat for the whole day as in
I have no appetitie for it
Tomorrow is going out to meet my
Dear dear penny...
Yeepeee

2009-11-27T01:04:00.003+08:00

Happy happy happy
Sick also happy
haha....
Today I really very very happy
Cause...
haha... secret...
Well, recently always sick
Spent 35 dollars to see a doctor...
Heart pain man...
Yesterday was going to die
I was so so so sick
Well, think like taking a express bus will
be the best choice for me
But I met 2 irritating kids
Feel like going to slap them,
They are really so mischievous
keep on kicking my gucci bag
and then hit me
slap my leg
When i stared on them, they still laughed at me
IDIOT !!!!!!
When their mother hug them up,
They still cried there
OMG..... It was so annoying man...

new life

2009-11-23T09:31:00.003+08:00

Thanks to all my friend who have support me all the way
I already understand with this all
I will live more and more independent
I will have a better life
I will live for myself but not him
I will not be so crazy anymore
Without him is still ok for me
I am not saying to give up
but I will let time take go it...
Why suddenly I will change all my thinking?
Because of him
another guy
He trusts me believe me all the way
I dont love him but he still wait for me
No matter how many times I reject him
He still be the same
It is so touching
I already did all my parts
But since you are still not willing to move
I cant do anything also
I love you but I prefer to love myself more ^^

Mandy

2009-11-22T23:21:00.001+08:00

I am so happy working today
But end up with an idiot !!!!
He is really a crazy guy
Come to my shop every weekend
Today more worst
Told me that his birthday is tomorrow
Then, what he did
Wait me at MrT after my work
Win liao lol
Scare me a lot
I feel like so so so so scare at that moment
I hope I can let him know at that moment
but where is he now
!!!!!

21/11/09

2009-11-22T00:20:00.000+08:00

21/11/09
今天很开心。。。。
加油加油。。。

night

2009-11-20T23:30:00.002+08:00

11.30pm,我还没睡耶
心里好像在等一个人
可是我知道他很累了
累惨了，应该是像他说的
现在的他得皮绷紧一点
因为他的工程快开始了。。
今天和一个长辈聊天
原来她比我还傻
等了老公一辈子
结果。。。。。
可是她说的很对，
我也相信神制造人类时
把一对苹果分成两个
然后放在对方的身上
有些人找了一辈子
都找不到对方，
也有些人找到了各一半
可是一个是红的一个是青的，
最后还是得分开。。
她叫我告诉他我的想法
可是，我好像没这个勇气耶
没关系拉，先做朋友。。

20/11/09

2009-11-20T22:09:00.002+08:00

20/11/09
今天都在忙assignment
设计。。。真拿我命！！！
算了，只好边听听歌
边想想，
好不容想到了！
YES !
今天都不大敢找他
怕打扰到他
不过没关系了
加油哦，嘻嘻。。。

haha

2009-11-19T20:37:00.002+08:00

19/11/09
今天我终于鼓起勇气
add他了
好紧张哦，也很开心
至少还可以和他聊天
可惜的是当我和他说嗨时，
他不在耶。。。
没关系吧，
那我就静静的等他。。
正在听着一首歌：蘇打綠sodagreen-他夏了夏天MV
他曾经说过
每次当他工作很累时
只要听到这首歌
他就会觉得没事了
我想，他现在应该还在打拼吧。。
为什么以前的你对我们之间很有信心
现在的你都没有了呢？
是我没有给你信心吗？
如果是这样，
从现在开始
我默默的等你
会好点吗？
我相信距离的问题是可以克服的
我会等你，不要说我傻了
爱情本来就没分对和错，
只有爱和不爱。。
我们在两个不同的国家
能认识就已经很不容易了
我不会这么容易放弃的
就算是很痛很辛苦
我还是坚持这一点
可是我会用笑来面对。。

lalalala

2009-11-19T11:58:00.002+08:00

今天我一直都在那lalalala 的
整个快把su jun他们弄疯了，
今天心情很好
可能是因为昨晚。。。
哈哈，没关系
这是一个好开始
谢谢Ruo Zhen,
我知道你可能会觉得我很傻
可是我觉得值得
你应该懂我的。。。
我决定这么做了
不管结果会是怎样
这都是我的选择
你会帮我的，对吗?

18/11/09

2009-11-18T23:25:00.003+08:00

回到家了，
好累哦。。。
我的脚很痛叻
都是我的新鞋子。。。
今天和朋友去看戏，2012
还蛮感动的。。。
嘻嘻。。
今天下午都一直在下雨耶
害我还得淋雨。。。
还好雨下得不大。。
今天算是很开心的一天
看完戏后，里玲问我：
如果你知道明天就是世界末日了
你会怎么做？
我在想啊，
我会去台湾，吃喝玩乐
还有我会去找一个人
可能他会骂我赶我吧，
可是我会希望在他身边吧。。。
至少在他身边，世界末日到来
我也不会害怕。。。。
你说我是傻瓜吗？
我承认，
可是我会做一个快乐的傻瓜。。
我在想，他今天应该会很累吧。。
不管他知不知道，我都会支持他。。。。
好好加油哦。。。。^^

2009-11-18T14:07:00.002+08:00

这首歌是我最近一直在听得，很感动，也是一首唯一能平复我心情的歌

曲名：我爱他

他的镜框留在某一节车厢
地下铁里的风比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊
对他唯一(如果还有)遗憾
是分手那天我奔腾的眼泪
都停不下来若那一刻重来
我不哭让他知道我可以很好
我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏都不肯醒来
我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂最重的荒唐
如果还有遗憾又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪
我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
逃不开爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依赖越多的空白
该怎么去爱
我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏都不肯醒来
我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂最重的荒唐
如果还有遗憾又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了就能好了吗
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来我不哭让他知道我可以很好

朋友都对我说，
MANDY,不要等了
不值得
我也知道
可是心里还是会对他有期待
所有认识我的朋友
都被我吓到了
因为以前的MANDY很坚强
根本不会这么哭
我真的，每天都在努力了
我已经不哭了
可是我还是回去想他
如果能够让我再来一次
我还是会选择和他在一起
至少这一点，我从来没有后悔过。。。

流星

2009-11-18T01:37:00.003+08:00

听说今晚会有流星
好期待哦
听说对着流星许愿
愿望就会成真。。。
可是新加玻连星星都看不到
会看到流星吗？
不知道他会看到流星吗？
我想现在的他应该在睡觉吧。。
他肯定累坏了。。。

Mandy

2009-11-17T21:01:00.003+08:00

17/11/09
3rd day break with him
Albeit I am not crying anymore,
I am still missing him
I have a lot thinking in my mind
If I wait for him
What will happen?
Will he know?
Should I continue my love to him,
One of my friend from Malaysia
Asked me to gambateh for my relationship
She does not know that i have broke with him
She asked me to show her when I back to Malaysia
I was like speechless at that moment
Should I give myself and him a chance?
I know if I continue to chat with him
I will never leave him
But if I dont chat with him
I will lose him forever
I know I should not give myself any hopes
But it just cant control
Every people told me the same thing
Forget him is the best way
I knew
But it is really tough....

mandy

2009-11-17T13:41:00.003+08:00

今天的心情很不错
至少没再哭了
生活也好像要回到正常了
虽然偶尔还是会想到他
可是我都不想哭了
妈妈说得对
哭解决不了问题
也许开始时很难接受
可是现实就是这样
难接受，你还是得接受
是你的就是你的
不是你的，怎么去拿去想去怨
他还都不会回来的
我曾经有想过去恨他
可是原来我找不到一个点让我去恨他
反而我发现原来偶尔的回想我们之间的回忆
心里还会比较开心些
爱一个人是要他幸福和快乐
我不希望他还在内疚
我比较希望他快乐
至少这是我唯一可以为他做的事
我不是伟大，我只是要让我和他好过一点
我们能相识，本来就不简单
张钜程，我祝你快乐和幸福！
如果你有机会看到我的blog，
我希望还可以和你做会朋友。。

16/11/09

2009-11-16T21:22:00.002+08:00

看回和他聊天的纪录
感觉上以前的我们都很开心哦
可是当看到分手的那一段
眼泪还是掉下来了
真没用，
黄慧敏，你这么伤心也是没用的
你不是这么弱的
你一直以来都不靠男生的阿！
你不是很强的吗？
以前没有他的生活你还不是过得好好的吗？
你看看你自己，现在像什么？
以上的一切
我都对自己说过了
我也在试着去做
我很努力了
我真得很努力了
可是我觉得自己好没用哦
我还是会想到他
说着说着，我又哭了
我讨厌现在的我
我的脑海一直浮现着同样的对话
我们两个距离太远了
我和你的年龄相差太远了
我们的现实生活都不一样
心好痛哦。。。
为什么要这样对我
今天的我就好像雨天
一直在下雨
朋友都出尽办法来安慰我
逗我笑，好感动哦
真的很感谢你们
我会一直一直试着去忘记他
我说过我要和他当一个陌生人
可是原来当你要实行时，
是真的很难的。。。。。

2009-11-16T15:07:00.003+08:00

I am now in school ,
blogging again,
My heart is so pain,
pain until speechless
my tears are dropping from my eyes,
I cant connect to internet in this morning
I am so awaiting for my msn
I dont know why,
mayb is waiting to see someone online,
but i know, I understand
And yet, still remember the words came out
from my mouth yesterday
I asked him to be my stranger in my whole life
I hope i can do so
but deep in my heart,
I still hope to see him online
But once I know he already did what I want
He blocked me in msn
I cant control my tears
I am just lost control
End, I block and delete his contact
What am I doing?
I should be glad
I should be happy
I should be ok
This is the result I hope to be
But why i am so sad here
This is not the first time I break
But why this time I feel so sad
I dont like to cry
But i keep on crying crying crying
I hate to be that
I hate myself to be that
What can I do now,
I have my lunch today,
but throughout the period
my memory is full of him
full of what he likes to eat
what he said to me
our promise
our memories
our sweet sweet words
how we break
why we break
what he said before
All is him
All.......
I try to hate him
I try, but when I try not to think of him
there is a sound from my heart
I heard a sound calling me 敏敏
I fail myself today........

2009-11-16T00:27:00.002+08:00

15/11/2009，
今天是和他分手的第一天
心里很痛很痛
眼泪一直流下来
我告诉自己不要哭了
可是无论怎么说
我只会越哭越厉害
虽然和他认识不久
或许有些人会说
才这几个星期
感情会有多深呢
可是我真得蛮喜欢他的
我哭了很久
哭到自己都很累了
哭到脑子已经不想再想了
他问我，我们可以好像以前那样吗
以前，我们还回得去吗？
我们可以假装什么事都没发生过吗？
我却告诉他，我想和他当一个陌生人
我要忘记他
因为只要我一想到他
我的眼泪又掉下来了
哭，以前的我从不爱哭
可是现在，
我却控制不了自己
我要忘记他
我只好每天都来写blog好了
把自己的心情写下来。。。。

heart

2009-11-11T13:29:00.004+08:00

24/10/2009, 这天敏敏正在工作，
那是一个很热的一天，
敏敏必须和她的朋友派完所有的纸
敏敏累了，就跑去买雪糕吃，
一直如此直到晚上8.30 pm
从那一分钟起
敏敏的生活改变了，
她不再是一个人了，
她认识张钜程，
起初敏敏只觉得这个人很好
很斯文，
后来经过了几次的了解
敏敏竟然会每天期待和他聊天
敏敏竟然愿意改变以前的生活
敏敏愿意为了钜程提早回家
为的就是要和钜程聊天
谁知，钜程竟然说他要看戏
然后洗澡，然后还要和学姐聊天
敏敏不懂为什么
心里面就非常非常的气
其实敏敏早就知道自己
可能已喜欢上他了
可是敏敏也知道
远距离的爱情很难
甚至可以说是不可能的
可是敏敏却不管了
她决定要全心全意
去爱这个男的，
周围每一个朋友
甚至家人
都劝敏敏不要过于认真
毕竟他们也只见过一次面而已
他们甚至说难道你不怕
他/你会在你们的国家再找各自的伴侣吗？
敏敏明白他们的顾虑
可是敏敏更相信她心爱的人
所以不管别人怎么说
敏敏还是觉得
和钜程在一起很幸福
虽然敏敏不可以像普通情侣一样
可以和自己喜欢的男孩出去
不可以牵他的手
不可以第一时间
把自己的喜怒哀乐
告诉他，可是她还是觉得幸福的
可是现在敏敏做了一件错事
虽然不是她愿意的
可是确实是敏敏做错了
让钜程难过，其实敏敏更难过
敏敏可以阻止这件事的发生
只要敏敏不告诉程那一切
他们到现在就还会很开心
很幸福，
可是敏敏不想骗他
因为敏敏不想他们之间存有任何谎言
敏敏真的很爱你，
你听到吗?

I am not sure

2009-11-03T19:42:00.002+08:00

Although I know him not long,
Is quite short,
Yeah, I know,
But I dont know why will have a special feeling to him
Thus, this brings to the results.
I am not sure is it I am having a right or wrong decision
But I choose to believe my feelings,
Ya, I not really know him
I dont know what he likes or dislikes,
I dont know his thinking
When he is depressed or happy, I cant share with him
I cant see him
I cant touch him
I cant hug him
But I will try my best to know him more
................

A song

2009-11-03T14:35:00.002+08:00

Today, I would like to introduce you all a song
It is too hard to find,
Su jun, me and Ruo Zhen have used a lot of time to search that,
Lets sing together:

哆是一只小母鹿
来是金色阳光
咪是称呼我自己
发是向着远方
嗦是穿针又引线
拉是紧紧跟着嗦
西是茶片和面包
.~~~~~~~~~~

su jun

2009-10-31T14:22:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went for su Jun celebrations...
We had a nyonya meals for our lunch..
So nice and full
Yummy..
And then we went to Kbox,
haha
Steph said this is her first time to kBox,
She was really excited with the songs lol
Keep on singing the child song
For eg Do re mi..
Really funny...
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Argueing sometimes will improve a relationship, agree?

long time never blog

2009-10-29T22:56:00.002+08:00

I am too strange to my blog now..
Long long time nvr touch on my blog,
As usual, schooling again,
But I was late to school recently,
No way,
I have to change my attitude...

BKK trip

2009-10-20T18:20:00.003+08:00

Wow..... Just back from Bangkok...
I am so so so tired after this trip
So many things happen after this trip
Lost my friend, lost my feelings to someone and also lost my house in sg
Grrrrr
Really ar..
Well, as there is too much photos in our BKK trip
I cant and also lazy to upload them
Thus, to all the readers,
If you want to see the photo,
you can just go to my facebook,
if you dont know my facebook,
you can just add me in your facebook to see the pictures
hooimeinwong@hotmail.com
But it is really fun to buy so many things in BKK
First time I use my own money to buy a gem ring to my mum
Albeit it is very expensive,
but it is worth for that to see my mum smile,
haha...
Second expensive things is the royal jelly,
wa lao.... is really ex one lol....
JUst because these two things,
I have used out 6000++ thai butts
But the most happiest is I can buy a lot
A LOT clothes in BKK
30++ Shirts and shots
Acceceries.....
haha.... saying to this
There is one funny things happen
Have you all try to eat the raw vegetables and the roots before?
No right? BUT
we tried there...
It is really... EEYER....
And a lot funs there,
Sat on the cute cute elephant,
know a new friend, AH DAI (tour leader)
Bought Naraya, eat
And we are really enjoying an affluent life there
You can even say:
I want this this this this,
Buying anything with just pointed with your hand
One word
SHUANG^^
Well, finish with this,
you all can just ignore the words below
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I am really unlucky until cant say
Lost Best friends, Lost ... ,
thought is enough already
And now one more,
my owner in sg suddenly said want to sell his house !!!!
Ask me to move in November
SIAO !!!!!
Like that also not enough
One person who has taken a authoritative position in my heart
Told me that he will be going to Australia next year
I was ..............
Means that
He will not able to accompany me to eat ice cream during midnight
He will not able to encourage me when I am sad
He will not able to accompany me home when I have finished work
He will not able to say me , see me angry and scold him back
But
I will listen to you
I will be a stronger girl
I will not cry so easily
Albeit I am not really want to admit this
but you are really a very special guy
You will always take all the people around you as your friend
Include your enemy
No matter he/she has backstep you how much
You will still forgive me
You are the one who teach me
Be patient and be gentle to people
Forgive your enemy is better than hate them
You let me become a very simple Girl
Thank you....
So remember our promise
Must always stay contact with me in Australia
Dont see so many girls there ar !! ^^
And next time when i go to australia
You must take care me !!!
I dont care you agree or not !!! Bleh ^^

tired

2009-10-16T23:26:00.002+08:00

Will update my Bangkok post soon....
What is BEST FRIEND for?
Best Friend will not tell you all her thing
Best friend like to step on your wound
Best friend will act one nice in front your friends
Best friend will hide all their secret in front of you
Best friend will scold you to shut up
I should note down this all in my heart
This is the second time you treat me in this way
Well, albeit is that, I have learnt a good lesson
Hide yourself from others,
Wear the mask in front of people
Dont trust people so much...

Coward

2009-09-26T00:55:00.002+08:00

Long time nvr blog,
I am so so so busy recently,
busy in moving house, busy in my life
And busy outing with my friends,
**LIKE**
I love you so so so so so so so so so so so much...
MUAKS....
Thanks you all giving me a happy vacation....
LOVE YOU.....
Well, just finish having a steamboat with them again,
Met all my friends from different states,
haiz.... They are still the same,
Chat all about the past...
Refresh back our secondary school life
It was full of "Dangerous and EXCITING"
Haha... One word to describe
LAME..
Well recently was disturbed by a disgusting spammer,
A coward and an irritating person,
Since you have the courage to comment me,
Why not you just leave your REAL NAME
I would not mind people comment in my blog
but I HATE people to use my name,
AND I MIND TOO...
AWAITING your comment, but please
USE YOUR REAL NAME !

Wedding

2009-09-07T21:04:00.002+08:00

Wow, my collegue will be having her wedding in this coming october,
Congratulation....
Haha... first time go for wedding in Singapore,
So excited,
Anyway, hope them will be happy FOREVER ...
Well, recently my friend and I are having some discussion,
Imagine what will you do if you fall in love on a gay or lesbian or bisexual ?
What will you do?
Leave me comment if you have anythings to share..
haha... What an interesting topic..

Too relax

2009-09-07T01:11:00.002+08:00

It is too relax for me now !!!
Everyday just sleep and eat,
i am going to crazy man
I need a job, A job !!!
All of my friends are working hard now except mandy wong
grrrrrrrrr................
Well, today went jp's NTUC with shi ting,
Just to buy my luggage,
haha.. It is so so so huge,
made me paiseh all the way,
haha,
we then went to the food storage there,
all the memories flashed in my mind,
haha, I still remembered last time,
we were having a steamboat session in someone house,
therefore, we went to giant to buy the ingredients,
we were al searching for the jiu cai as an ingredient for dumpling,
then suddenly a person ran to us with two bundle of
the spring onion and shouts:
"I found it !!! Is it enough? If not i still can go take one more,
but when we went near the "jiu cai",
we found that it is not jiu cai lol, it is spring onion!!!
haha

night

2009-09-05T03:21:00.002+08:00

Still havent sleep now,
really feel bastard to myself,
supposed to stop myself from "that"
but how come i still ....
Arghhh
Bastard mandy !!!!!
Mandy Wong !!! come on !!!
come on ...
wake up from that please,
dont day dream
wake up from that !!!!

new blog skin

2009-09-05T00:44:00.003+08:00

I have changed my blogskin today,
haha, search for so long,
well,
long time nvr blog,
finally lee ling is 18th now,
haha...
finally,
well, is my time for movie.
Bye

F man

2009-08-29T00:30:00.002+08:00

What the irritating person ~~
You cheat me !!!
Just because you want me to ameliorate
The company sales,
YOU Cheat ME !!!!
NOT ONLY ME,
ALSO OTHER COLLEGUE !!!
I feel like going to hit you,
KILL YOU , STEP on YOU UNTIL YOU DIE !!!!!!
Keep on telling me there is no black and white from
My company to prove that i have the commision !!!!
No black and white, then why you tell me
I can get the commision,
co your head la , commision !!!

I am very

2009-08-23T00:54:00.004+08:00

Thousand things are waiting for me to do,
Thousand things in my mind,
Thousand pressures on my mind,
Thousand feelings in my heart,
But, there is no one understand me
Economy drops in Malaysia,
Stupid people come challenge my family,
MAndy cant help them anything,
she is enjoying here,
guilty in her heart,
doing nothing,

2009-08-20T14:11:00.000+08:00

Wakakaka.. I just received a call from my mum,
Finally she said she will bring me to Taiwan in this
COMING DECEMBER
Taiwan leh,
The place I want to go long time already !!!!
Perhaps the trip wont knock with the exam week...
If not I will really very disappointed !!!
WOOHOO, keep fit from now to prepare to have my
MEAL IN TAIWAN
SHI LIN market, OMG,
Cant hide my exciting mood now...
Taiwan taiwan

I am so so so tired

2009-08-17T17:40:00.001+08:00

I am so tired.
I was almost one week never sleep,
I cant stand for it anymore...
I am so tired,
My soul is complaining with me !!!!
I WANT TO SLEEP

tired

2009-08-15T03:28:00.001+08:00

It was almost 2 weeks I never have a good sleep,
I am really very very tired.
No mood to bother other things
Everyday will just think about
MONEY $$ and ASSIGNMENT
Report Writing, Flash , MAD, Exam
These all things are now coming in the corner,
I still havent finish them!!
What can I do now?
MY schedule is so pack !!!
3.30 am now , I should on my bed ,
Enjoying the dream with my Raymond Lam
But still I am here with my assignments
which are just like a huge mountain
ARGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I WANT TO SLEEP
I am going to be a panda,
No, I am already a panda.
I am now so awaiting for the coming of September
Well, we all jia you bah....

I have a bad day

2009-08-10T02:22:00.002+08:00

"Bad day" from Daniel
I think this song suit me so much,
I really have a very bad day,
First, I get a call from my best friend,
My dear sister , Penny
She has just broke with her bf,
He is a bitch. Keep on lying to her
Still dare to contact me
Say how bad is my sister,
Do you think I believe you ??
You really think you are very rich ar?
Open cafe, open shop, millions for each business !!!!
LIAR !!! I WARN YOU, dont talk to me anymore !!!!!
..................................................................................................
Second, my room was locked again,
I just came out from the bathroom
Then I found that my room was locked,
Wallet, my phone and all my things were inside the room
Win !!!
I have to wait from 7pm till 1.25am
Finally my brother back,
Haiz, I havnt eat for the whole day,
Order Mc delivery,
they told me have to wait until 2.25am,
Almost one hour time, think that time,
I was dead...
Well, I have to walk down to buy my meal
The chilli source has finished !!!!
Really suay until cannot say !!!!!

I am so PS

2009-08-05T20:20:00.002+08:00

I am so paiseh !!!
All passengers are looking at me
**SHY**
Is your turn le Allan,
Wondering why I will be this right?
You will know it tomorrow ...
OMG.... Paiseh...
Passengers even asked me :
"Wao, Where you buy this?"
.....

midnight

2009-08-05T02:28:00.000+08:00

I am very sleepy now
But I still cant jump into my bed,
All because of Steph,
Steph, we are now sacrifice for you hor...
Hope you like it !!! Muaks
I am going to be mad...
Everyday shot by my lovely classmates
Haiz... Speechless
Again, I am not a thai !!!
Anyhow like to shoot me !!!

I love My MUMMY

2009-08-01T00:54:00.002+08:00

I love my MUMMY,
Thanks for your pamper,
Thank for your patient
YOU are really the MOST IMPORTANT person in my world !!
I am so touching.....
Well, I GET my pay today
Grr... they havent pay me commision !!!!!
But anyway, I get my pay ..
Woots !!!
Well, it's time to memorize my company products
NIGHT ....

Unpredict

2009-07-27T20:33:00.003+08:00

I hate today,
I dont know why I will always be sad in raining day...
As i have forgotten to bring my umbrella.
thus i have to run to my working places with wet !!!
OH MY GOSH !!!!! DAMMIT !!!
It is very cold...... **shivering**
When i reached my company,
I was so shock that my big boss from HONG KONG CAME !!!!
SHOCK ME !!!!
He has brought us some biscuit from hk to us.... haha... yummy ...
I have take the photo for the biscuit but due to
I am still in company now but I can't use any bluetooth
So, cant upload now... BUT
Dont worry, I will upload it asap ...

Shu Jia's birthday

2009-07-26T02:13:00.016+08:00

WOO HOOooooo
Happy Birthday To SHU JIA
She is 21 years OLD now...
Hahahahahhahahahhahahah
Here are the pictures....

Gems

2009-07-15T14:19:00.003+08:00

It is 15/07/09 ,
I am just having a meal in pizza hut,
I was so rush to have my meal
Why ?
It's 12.30 p m there ,
At the same time ,
I have to attend my Gems at 1.00pm,
And my food havent serve to me...
I have just 15 minutes to finish my
Drumlets and Garlic Bread..
OMG !!!
I thought there will be a test for my GEMS
But, It has been postpone to NEXT WEEK
WELL DONE
EXCELLENT
Sacrifice my sleeping time yesterday
Just to memorize the vowels all that
But now , the test has been postpone !!!!
HUH !!!! Anyway
I am in the class now but my heart is not here with me....

gems

2009-07-15T00:27:00.001+08:00

I hate my gems..
Stupid...
Dont know what is it talking about
"æ", how i know what is this stand for
I have 2 pages to memorize the sign
which the symbols are all unknown to me
well done !!!!!

New day

2009-07-12T01:10:00.002+08:00

Just back from work!
Wao I saw I saw I saw RAYMOND
OMG
He is so so so
MAN, CHARMING, FRIENDLY, CUTE,HANDSOME
AND ETC.....
RAYMOND I WILL SUPPORT YOU FOREVER>>>>>
..................................................................................................
Back to work, stupid bitch attack me again,
this time mandy stands up and shoot her back
Well, CERTIFY DEAD at 10.30pm
Haha.. so excited!!
Also, I have reported her good deed to my manager
Mandy had done a good job right? haha
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Recently always kena shoot by ALLAN TEH !!!!!
JIAN !!!!
SO SAD!!!!
Finally I know you ruo zhen,
BUT recently
RUO ZHEN ALSO Start saying me
YOU ALL FIND DIE RIGHT ?

Money

2009-07-09T21:38:00.002+08:00

Well, finally settle the decision,
Guys and Girls,
We will be going to Thailand on October,
Is really happy to hear this
but in the other hand, this is also meaning that
I have to save money from now
Haiz... the most difficult part...

STUPID BITCH

2009-07-06T23:44:00.002+08:00

YOU THIS BITCH!!!!
KEEP ON CHALLENGING MY PATIENT
WHAT YOU ACTUALLY WANT?
IF YOU THINK YOU ARE BETTER THAN ME,
THEN JUST GO AHEAD WITH YOUR THINGS !
STOP DISTURBING ME!!!
DO YOU THINK THAT YOU ARE THE BOSS OR WHAT?
WHY I HAVE TO LISTEN TO YOU TO CURL UP MY HAIR,
JUST BECAUSE OF WE ARE HAVING THE SAME CURLY HAIR!!!!
WHY MUST ALWAYS COME TO DISTURB MY CUSTOMER?
YOU WANT TO REPLACE ME RIGHT?
WANT ME TO BE FIRED RIGHT?
GO AHEAD!!!! I DON'T CARE!!!
CONTINUE WITH YOUR JOB AS A DOG!!!
NO, SHOULD NOT BE A DOG, DOG IS SO CUTE!!
SHOULD BE AN HIPPO, JUST KNOW HOW TO TAKE CARE ON
MANAGER, HR, BOSS, SUPERVISOR,
MANDY, HOW IS YOUR SALES TODAY?
TWO HUNDRED FIFTY SOMETHING?
HAHA....
HEY, PLS LA, I JUST WORKED FOR 4 HOURS ONLY,
EXPECT I CAN GET WHAT , THOUSAND AR?
YOU WORKED FOR THE WHOLE DAY ALSO ONLY
FIVE HUNDRED PLUS,
WONT YOU BE SHAMED?
GO BACK TO YOUR COUNTRY!!!!
INIS THIS INIS THAT
INIS LOVE ME, INIS CARE ME
INIS HERE INIS THERE
SO LIKE TO GROUP WITH MANAGER
SO LIKE TO GOSSIP ABOUT ME
GO MARRY INIS
WANT TO HIRE ME AS YOUR WORKERS?
NO WAY MAN!!! IF IF IF IF IF
YOU WILL BE MY HEAD
I PREFER TO RESIGN THE JOB!!!!
LISTEN BITCH
I AM THE ONE WHO FIRE YOU
NOT YOU!!!!!!

Sad

2009-07-01T02:01:00.002+08:00

Although I knew this will be happened
But I am still sad to know this
Albeit this is my expectation
But my heart is still screaming for why
I should be happy with this
but seriously saying that
I can't !
But I have to
AS IN
This is the thing i want
I expect
And also
I know
This will be the final result
Well done

Lalala

2009-06-27T23:54:00.003+08:00

Today is a boring saturday
Slept until 2pm...
So satisfy...
Woohoo..
But when I wake up
The first step I walked out from my room
I saw 3 Banglas sitting there!
Wow... Walao..
Macam saw 3 ghosts
Still are 3 black ghosts
UNCLE DAVID
INVITE THEM TO THE HOUSE AGAIN
THE MORE CHEAP THINGS IS
I SAW A SCENE
HE BORROW THE MONEY FROM HIS WIFE's FATHER
WALAO....
He is really...
I can't find a word to describe him...
DEEPLY feel pity to his wife
As in His wife is so nice
Gentle and patient...
Well, these are all non of business.
Today call back to Malaysia
Chat with Miao Miao
SOB SOB
She is sick now
Food Poison
Poor MIao Miao...
YOU must take care yourself
Cause we still need you to arrange our thailand trip
Haha.. I am so bad but
Seriously la, I hope she can recuperate fast.
MUAKS... Miao Miao..

Happy Birthday to Cherry Yap

2009-06-25T00:52:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to Cherry Yap
Going To be 19 now,
Haha...
Finally you are now in the group as us,
Woohoo....
Enjoy our 19th life Girl... haha
MUAKS.. Love you girl..

Redang Trip

2009-06-22T23:48:00.004+08:00

Redang Redang Redang,
Finally I went to this place
Having the whole day just for the transport
From IPOH ~ Singapore & Singapore ~ Redang
Wow~~~~
My butts is like... OUCH!!!
But It is really worth When you see this
GUYS and Girls
OPEN your brownish eyes on these..

Not beautiful at all right?
Of course, this is not Redang man..
This is only Redang
Redang ROCKS!

End with then morning atmosphere in Redang..
Enough with the surface?
Lets go to the sea..
Have a glance on the sea creatures..

The LOVELY TurTle.. I love them...
But very sorry as IN I cannot see them in the sea
Thus just grab their picture.... sad..

Small turtle.. see... so so so so cute!

And now is the turn with the stupid Jellyfish
I hate them .. They are so scary
Idiotic Allan kept on asking us to swim near them
DONT YOU KNOW that THEY ARE VERY DANGEROUS?

We having our snokerlling for 2 days
And this is the reason for us to be blackish..
But the most funny thing is
We have swam from the middle of the sea till the shore
Within the journey,
We saw a lot of fishes swam just beside us
We try to catch them but do you think it is possible?
Also saw some very disgusting brain cell chorals,
OMG but others are all very beautiful
But very sorry for that, we cant take the pic..
Finally reach the shore,
But this time, I think the sailor there are trying to test our body
They asked us to swim back to the boat
STAY or SWIM?
STAY at the strange shore?
NO WAY!!!
Again we swam back to the boat
The distance is just like from Sg to Johor.
Fatigue after reached the boat.....
Why? Cause within the journey,
Jian Hui and me were like carrying Allan and Ruo Zhen
They have some problem with their google
They kept on calling us to stop but we can't hear
Thus you can try to imagine the picture
2 idiot kept on swimming but can't move...
Haha...

See.. our photo on it..

Why it will be upsizedown?
Due to the technical problem.. Haiz..

Photos

2009-06-10T22:38:00.005+08:00

Too lazy to write..
Let the photo explain bah...
hehe..

Sorry to Allan Teh

2009-06-10T11:22:00.001+08:00

Sorry ar Allan,
Yesterday dont know you work
Will uodate soon
But now i just have few minutes to write this.
Actually yesterday call you just want to ask you the hotel's name
But Shu Jia never answer the call so I only will call you
Sorry ooh...

Woohoo

2009-06-04T15:37:00.004+08:00

Today is my last day in Singapore
As in I will be home soon...
Wao, I am so excited!!!
I can see my lovely dog soon,
Expected to go school on 2 pm,
But It is too lazy for me to go,
So, I am now at home
Having my maggie for lunch
Again, I hate Maggie mee...
Well, My friends were having some communication problem with each other,
But I know they will be ok,
Why?
Cause
FRIENDSHIP FOREVER
To all my friends
I have some words to you all:
Friends to be,
Is you are willing to do anythings for them
You will not asking yourself why you have to do so
But ask yourself have I try my best to do that
You will be happy when you finish the work
A true friend will never use their friendship
And also they will not take this as "USING"
True friends will share all their happiness and sadness with each other
They will say out their feeling but not to hurt each other
Usually, the same word with different speaking can change the meaning
I will here just wish all of us
FRIENDSHIPS FOREVER MUAKS

Special to Allan Teh Wei Lun

2009-06-02T15:31:00.002+08:00

Allan Teh ,
有病啊？
Keep on saying me right?
Say me what from thailand?
You only from thailand leh!!
Still surgery fail
Haha...
Zheng ge ren very jian!!!!
Say me more ar
Later I tear your bxxxxx!!!
Hehe ^^
................................................

JOLIN

2009-05-31T23:14:00.007+08:00

Yesterday, 30th of May,
A very memorable day
Jolin came to Jurong Point
Jolin leh ... Jolin leh...
Omg..
Before the day she came,
Steph and I still promised that ,
We will be there at 10.30 am ,
Just to have a good seats .
haha... But we finally met at 12pm .
Why? Cause that time I had a meeting with Raymond
And she had a meeting with Michael.
Both meeting occured in dream
Haiz... Steph still said lazy to come out !
But I kept on persuading her Jolin leh... Jolin leh
And Finally,
Sure she was there with me.
The whole Jp was crowded with people
Omg, Jolin was so punctual
Within 5 minutes, she started her singing and dancing.
Her performances was so perfect ! 100 marks! Clap Clap...
As in she hurts her waist ,
But she still displayed us with all her best..
Jolin I will support you from now!!!
Jia You... Here is the photos.. We are so highhhhhhh......

Sorry To My friends

2009-05-20T14:11:00.003+08:00

I am in T2124 now
Having my gems,
My Gems teacher is really a very nice teacher
She is so gentle and caring
Keep on asking about my condition
When she knew I was sick for last week
Also, she decided to waive off the quizes
MUAKS!!! I love you teacher
You are really kind kind enough
Tolerate me so much...
Even give me the answer
When you need us to write the answer on the whiteboard...
My favourite teacher... keke ^^
Also, I have to apologize to all my friends
if my speaking has annoying you
Especially to SHU JIA and RUO ZHEN
A great bow to you two
Sorry for my rudeness
I really didn't mean any offence to you all,
But if you were really unhappy with that
I would like to apologize to you
Sorry to my dear friends.

Tiring Day

2009-05-15T22:22:00.015+08:00

Wao!!
Woohoo!!!
I can talk now!
Now only I know the precious of my voice
So From now I will take care of my voice.
Win liao lol, my lovely classmates.
Knew I can't eat ice-cream
Still went to MR BEAN there bought the ice-cream
Take a nice picture for you all right?
Well done ! Here is your picture? Nice?

After that we went to CHANGI AIRPORT
To have our lunch, Popeye..
It is so so so delicious
Shu Jia ate until like never eat chicken before
Keep on compairing The chicken from KFC and Popeye
Haha.. I have ordered the fish fillet for my meal
It is so juicy...
What can't eat spicy food
No fried food
Anyway, I don't care
I was so hungry for that time...
BUT, they are so kind enough,
still went to CANDY SHOP
bought all the chocolates
CHOCOLATES
CHOCOLATES
OMG
Well done lol,
I just can "eat" with my eyes
TOLERATE Mandy, you can enjoy them in your future..
After that we still went to the airport
From terminal 1 to 3 by taking the train
We all like never take train before
Keep on taking picture all that
Also, due to the new technology
Jian Hui had created a spectacular scenery
crowded people waiting for the mrt
Like they were just departing from the flight
Funny lol...

Trying to act as the rockers but .....

We are from 伦敏来了！！！

Am I look like an artist? Haha...

Win liao lol!

2009-05-12T20:48:00.003+08:00

If say yesterday I have lost my voice
Then Today will be I have no voice at all!
Well done..
Finally I know the feeling of mute
Here, I will give you all a big bow....
*一鞠躬*
Omg....
I can't talk!!!
I never try this before...
At least in past i still have some voice
But now is totally no voice
It is too scary to me,
Cannot say people / Cannot go chit chat (Actually is San ba)
Ouch!!! Meaningless life
I dont want to have such life!!
Just now went to see the doctor,
He is so nice and lame lol..
He gave me the hatred medicine, which is all liquid medicine to me
And said that :
"You have to finish all the medicine especially the liquid one,
If Not, Your voiceless life has to extended till next week,
And you will pay me a visit for the injection.
No spicy, crispy and ice food. And you will be coughing non stop to
remove all the phlegm.
And also, Please DONT TALK for these two days.
If not you will not recover and have to extend to next weeks."
But I like this sentence : "Please dont go to school for two days "
Win liao lol.. Food gone also.. And all My friends,
You will see a quiet Mandy now.
Zhang ShuJia
You Better Watch Out Hor...
Say me more ah..
Since I cannot talk,
I decided to write out all my words here,
First and foremost,
Zhang Shu Jia , You this 老女人！！！
say me more la ah...
So small bXXXXt still dare to say me hor
today no make up also
the eyes become so small liao..
haha... joke joke
well... finish..
Bye....

Shout

2009-05-11T23:50:00.001+08:00

Shout !!!
Scream!!!
Try all the ways
But I Still can't hear my voice
OMG
Due to my naive thinking
I still thought i Will recover soon
Should be tomorrow,
At least some sounds out
But hopeless and desperate
I have totally lost my voice
Well Done!
Excellent!
Good Job!
Bravio!
Sob ~~~ Sob ~~~

SUSHI

2009-05-10T01:19:00.006+08:00

Wao... I have been working as a sales girl for two days,
And my leg is like ... Ouch! Pain lol
Pair with a Bitch!
Annoying person!
Well, We had changed our aunty ruo zhen style.
Think We already changed her age
FROM 40 to 30 bah..
Haha.. She had rebonded her hair ...
3 Hours for that..
Changed her lovely bag, shirts all that,
Ruo Zhen, You have changed lol.
Dont act cute IN FRONT of me again pls..
Still dare to say me aunty,
HUH, you so dare ooh!!!
Friday after school,
Very surprise that,
Alvin invite us out to town
OMG cant believe this
He had never do this before
So nan de
We have the sushi buffet after that,
ohh... As we have too many people we have to separate table
Win liao lol...
Thus, Me , Lee ling , Shi Ting and ruo zhen
Sat in one table,
Once we sat,
We like never eat before like that
Keep on order order and order
But the service is like very "nice" lol
Our order is like useless as we keep on repeat the order
But never eat the food..
Desperate ...
Sigh...
End by sitting on Shu Jia's that table
Keep on eating their side dish...
Is full till.. haha
Alvin Tham ar, win lol you
dont let me take pic!!

Anyway I can copy It from others !! haha

See this 歪嘴person... Haha... LIke Stroke like that.. Haha
I
I am not act yi ge okay???
I am just concentrate!

WooHoo

2009-05-07T20:40:00.002+08:00

WooHoo!!!
Long time never blogging,
Haha, all of my friends also said my blog had dead,
Sorry for that.
Recently many people also sick,
Haiz, Some more the flu,
Really 难过
Just recover from the flu,
Sore throat invite me now
OMG!!!
Cant eat those delicious food..
IS SIAN DAO.....
Dai Ruo Zhen had changed her look,
Haha... Omg
Should I scare?
The Allan Teh hor
keep on saying me I will be the next target
As I will replace her place
Allan Teh, Do you think that possible?
Haha...
Recently all of them always said I am aunty..
Sob Sob...
Aunty... Is 成熟 ok?

My Leg, Ouch!

2009-04-26T11:39:00.003+08:00

I am really enough with the car sales work!
The uncle "Yin Xian" dao...
Xiao la he..
Everyday spam my message
"I want top team player n be my shareholder
Let growth together overseas posting
CHINA , DUBAI , NEW YORK , AUSTRALIA ,
HONG KONG , PARIS , LONDON , RUSIA, TOKYO
5 years be top GLOBAL company. "

Still NEW YORK ! Still Dubai !
Think he singapore also can't stand liao....
Zheng ge ren you bing like that!!
Always day dreaming...
Always said himself what got 400 members,
said what buy us a car, Pls , is a very nice car,
then still said what give us a gucci shirt and beg,
DREAMING LA HE!
Everyday must close deal!
Go die la..
Still call Shu Jia "Xiao Zhang"
Ask us wear bikini,
YOU BING!!
SHEN JING!!
BIAN TAI!!

Mandy Wong

2009-04-12T12:33:00.002+08:00

Mandy Wong!
Why You Like That Ar?
Stop Giving wrong signal to others,
Keep on enjoying your single life!!
Dont care others so much
If you dont love him!!!!
Remember this!!!

Hair

2009-03-31T18:11:00.002+08:00

Wao!!!!

I just back from hair saloon..
I have dye my hair..
What colour ?
The colour you can't imagine!!!
Mix with brown and green!!!
Don't ask me why
Cause i also dont know that,
But it is quite nice..
Really cant imagine when brown hair with green highlight,
what will it be..
But i really made a great change for my new look..
Haiz.. finish about my hair,
Now till scary and frightening part,
I just have an idea in my mind ,
I can comfirm that,
He is MAD, CRAZY, And INSANE !!!
He drove until .....
Almost knocked with the car in front!
Thanks God that i am still survive!!!
He hit the car when I am in the car,
I am under a great risk,
OMG , Finally I reached home!
OMG OMG OMG.....
Really..
Nam mo ooh mi tuo fuo........